Another day older...

Happy Birthday to you,
You live in a zoo.
You look like a monkey
And you smell like one too. ---Childhood birthday chant

It's my birthday. Big woop. I am unemployed again. And I the one thing I really wanted to do this year I cant.
my disappointment in myself is great. Tika wanted us to move and now it looks like that's not going to happen.
I blame myself I should have just taken it like a good slave but my pride got the better of me.
sigh
I wish I could have a happy birthday..Just once in my life